lunes, junio 05, 2006

:: To Mega Therion ::


6/6/06..

El día de la bestia...el to Mega Therion

D ía del apocalipsis..la gran bestia despierta

Día de sufrimiento..depresión total para mí..

Este día bestial cumplo 1 Año y 1 Mes con mi novio. Días maravillosos, si lo fueron

La pregunta es..¿ Podrán volver a ser así?

Siempre te amé, y siempre lo haré..

Siempre estaré a tu lado..cuidandote..

La pregunta es..¿ Estarás ahí cuando yo te necesite?

domingo, febrero 05, 2006


Ya no veo tu alma...

Ya no me cuentas que pasa en tu mente..

ya no me dices lo que sientes... Ya no me dices lo que quieres

Acaso ya no me necesitas mas?...

jueves, enero 26, 2006

Donde estabas...cuando te necesite...?


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lunes, enero 23, 2006

lain_of_bodom @ 2006-01-23 23:05 said:

+

weona ¬¬
espero que ESO no sea tu DIETA
porque o si no iré a colombia SOLO a golpearte

te amo fea :*

+


xD la amo

martes, diciembre 13, 2005

Appearance/ Self-Image

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly, even sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses. (sometimes, i should always)
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings ( just one at the moment :( )
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


School/Work

[x] I'm in school. ( college)
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[x ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] Ive sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Australia.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


Relationships

[ ] I'm single
[x ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x]I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I love to flirt.
[x ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[x] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've ran a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.


Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I smoke
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've smoked pot.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drug
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem AND WITHOUT WATER!


Depression and Self-harm

[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see a therapist.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.


Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic ( I wish)
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.


Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[ ] I'm very outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[x] I'm liberal.
[x] I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
[ ] I support Bush.
[ ] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
[x] I'm pro-choice.


Random

[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person. (after coffee heck yes)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I like being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] My answers are totally honest (why would the not be?)

viernes, diciembre 09, 2005

Y él me dijo..

" Eres rara....

..es curioso...

tu personalidad es extraña...

...y es que a veces siento como si me alejaras de tu lado...

.....Como si estuvieras ahi..pero al mismo tiempo no...

...Como dice el dicho, tan cerca..pero a la vez tan lejos...es curioso..."




.....Eso me dijo...y yo no supe que decir.

jueves, diciembre 08, 2005

Pensamiento enfermo y psicodélico...

Será que cuando uno ya se ha acostumbrado tanto a vivir en medio del dolor y la oscuridad....

.....Cuando finalmente todo esta bien y aparentamente perfecto, ya no se pueda soportar esa realidad?


...Hay algo mal en mi, eso ahora lo se...jajaja..